Loving God, Suffering and Being in His Will for All
My interview for The i’Mpossible Project Show is live as of Friday, August 25th 2017. I am episode #12. You can go to any of these links and give it a listen.
http://www.iampossibleproject. com/tips012
Now with the permanent disability hearing behind me and awaiting the outcome in the next two to three months I have needed something to occupy my time and I have found something I really enjoy that might make me money!
I have been collaging for a very long time and am at it again. I take pics from magazines and brochures and paste them to black poster board, different scenes. Just bought a cheap laminator and going to laminate them to finish them off. I’m in no hurry but did take about 6 of them to a local shop that sells interesting items. She invited me to have a space at a show in November or December. Excited!!
Don’t know how to show them off here but can anyone tell me how to store them online?
Thanks
Pax
Victoria
Waiting…
Time seems to move so slow when I am waiting
but alas it always comes eventually
well not always
the delusions come and go too
one minute I believe them to their very core
and again I believe that I am very special to a very great degree
the next I am disproven and relieved of the burden they bring
but I wait with joy
and each new day brings more peace as I trust in God Almighty, who made heaven and earth
Pax
Vicoria
It has been since August 2015, 2 years ago, that I have been waiting for my hearing. And Monday it finally happened and lasted fifteen minutes!
And now I have to wait two more months for the verdict. Lord help me!
My lawyer says it went well. To me it is all a big blur. I felt like the judge wasn’t even listening to me about why I can’t work because she kept looking down and then would immediately ask the next question. I understand my lawyer’s line of questioning which essentially were to prove I couldn’t work at any of the jobs they mentioned, but I felt like there could have been more said, just saying.
So all in all it went well but I will have to try very hard not to think about the fact that I may have to go to appeal…
God’s will be done!
Pax
Victoria
My disability hearing is coming up on August 14, I will simply state the truth..
That I am disabled and unable to hold down a decent job. My anxiety rules my days although I do sleep at night.
I tried to work outside my field and did well in the training part of the job but when I was out of training I found it very hard to remember all that I needed to do and was severely stressed out each day I went to work. My psychiatrist agrees and recommends that I don’t work. I do help my frail mother at times and go see my dad who had a stroke and is paralyzed at a care facility. But to hold down a job I just don’t feel capable due to the Schizoaffective Disorder, Schizophrenia plus depression.
I am not worried, God has my back but it is still stressful to go through it all and show up in front of a judge.
Pax
Victoria