It’s been 13 years of being afflicted with Schizophrenia/Schizoaffective Disorder tonight.
When I was little crying was my pasttime. Crying because things weren’t fair; crying because sadness overwhelmed me. Now it is known that those times were a precursor to my disorders.
I can’t hide anymore, no I must be honest that I am still suffering but in the midst of this suffering I found someone else who had been afflicted longer than me and she still hears voices.
I am so grateful that I no longer hear voices and thanks to CBD oil my delusions are fading to a great degree.
But the depression still gets to me at times. But even in that I am grateful because I am not as bad as many other people who are suffering from deep depression or who are undiagnosed and just so unhappy and don’t know why.
Depression, psychosis, voices, delusions are all a part of Schizoaffective Disorder and if you have any of these symptoms all I can say is to check it out.
Fight for the best care; fight to get answers; fight for your life and don’t give up no I will say it again never give up. You are good enough, strong enough even if it means asking for help.
I’ve been there on the receiving end and am now on the giving end and although I am grateful that I am much much better these days I am here if anyone want to say hello or lean on me for support.