Today nothing tastes good. I have quit drinking and been watching my calories and increased protein and fiber and weighed today and up three pounds:( So what do I do? I make chocolate chip pancakes to drown in my sorrows and it didn’t even taste good. Only had one…
I have an appointment with my regular doctor to discuss my weight problem and hopefully will get some answers. Hoping she can give me weight loss pills to help with the hunger that I feel.
I know I have said before I would rather than be fat and sane than skinny and psychotic. Well today I am sane and fat and feeling like there must be some other answer. I thought that quitting drinking my calories and watching my intake would yield results but alas didn’t work.
I have been working out every day almost and while it feels good also would have thought it would have caused some weight loss.
Enough about my weight I am bored even typing out these words.
I am fixing up my guest room and now calling it my meditation room. I bought a cool bedspread and new desk and bookshelf and wall hang. It is all very zen so hoping to bring more peace in the room I spend most of my time.
Relationships are all solid as are the finances so I have lot to be grateful for.
My husband’s work changed owners so he will be making more money so going to try to not spend too much although I spent some on my meditation room. I must be a better steward with our money.
My parents are both doing well. So happy they are both alive and well for the most part.
I’m just down right now and don’t have any answers but at least I am not psychotic thanks to the cbd oil I now take. Seriously it is a game changer!
Well I am off to prep my meditation room for painting.
Hope you are all doing well. I know this mood will pass but for now I am not smiling and as grateful as I know I should be. Must avoid the word should! I am where I am. Safe.