From now on I will be kinder to myself for all my failings.
I am human and I make mistakes but even in the midst of my mom’s diminished capacaties I see God’s hand. I don’t think she even remembers that I have Schizophrenia/Schizoaffective Disorder. She wants to move in with my dad at extended care and share a room. I don’t know if that is good or bad. I don’t judge things anymore, I just think about them. Less obsessed today about the past and moving forward in the present, the now.
It is all I have, the now. It is what God has given all of us and we can make the best of it, or not. I am going to stop blogging now and focus on my house, because it needs attention. I will not give into just sitting here the rest of the day surfing the web. No! I choose now to get things done! I have been up since 6am and dealing with DMV stuff, car smog, and getting all my cars in order. Have I ever mentioned that my husband has over 25 vw’s? We also own 3 properties here in the town where I live. I also may be coming into some future inheritance money. Don’t need anything but will fix up our yards and my mother in laws house which needs much attention. I will be giving away part of it as well so if anyone has a worthy cause please bring it to my attention. Just email me at: firstname.lastname@example.org
Peace to you all!