Whatever one can imagine to be the darkest place and then to come into the Cross as the only place that makes sense.
I am again at a crossroads in my recovery. Trying to quit smoking, made it half the day ha ha progress or defeat the next few days will tell. Was vaping but some lady approached me and told me they had just buried her friend’s son who had died from vaping. So sad. I threw it all away in trashcans where they will be discarded not searched through.
Trying out the patch. It definitely helps but took it off today because I wanted to go in the pool and sauna at my gym. Didn’t make it after all because of the smoking.
Trying to learn from my mistakes. It’s simple, don’t pick up the first one duh!
But for this 50 year old sometimes crazy Schizophrenia survivor the fight is real.